I'll never be the way I was ever again...

This is something that I have always thought of for a long time but never seemed to put it into action until I realized who I became and what I had been doing had just pushed me away from my real friends. Like seriously I was that type of person who always wanted to fit in and do whatever they did. There were times when I did things because it was a once in a lifetime chance...but I know it was clearly the wrong thing to have done. I let my friends down and most importantly myself down! The way I see things now is different. You see the people you surround yourself with are what you will become when the time comes...that's why I surround myself with people who matter to me and care about me because I know that when it's time to prepare my own future they'll still be there and be part of my future. I love my life the way it is right now and it'll continue to be like that as long as I remember to stay true and caring for the people I love the most...