(Shes) Just a dream...

I just don't know what words to say when I see her. I miss the person that always wondered how I was doing. She's the one that cures me when I feel like shit. Sometimes I don't even need to talk to her, just getting a glimpse of how independent, amusing, refined, upfront, and incomparable she is makes me feel better that there is a girl like that around. There's never a day where I can't never stop thinking about how she is and what shes up to. She's so dope! She likes to work first and have everything done before she does anything else. I'm like the lost one looking for someone like her to encourage and motivate me. You don't know how madly I care about this girl! But I think no matter how hard I'm going to try its never going to happen in my mind. I know I can't find love. Love has to find me. I guess I'm saying that I don't want the title of having a girlfriend. I just want her to know that she's the one I want to adore everyday and take into my arms on those days that give you the feeling of a rainy day. I don't give a shit about anybody who says that she's not for me or to not even try. They can go shit themselves than telling me what to do. Once I have the chance to be with her and realize its not a dream anymore that I have to keep re-living every night about, I'm going to make every bit of time with her worth it. I can't wait to see the priceless faces of those who doubted me. It's just a matter of when she's going to feel the same way.