The beginning of always...

A promise, like a reward persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore...simply to rise above the pain of the past. A covenant, which at once binds two souls...and yet severs prior ties. The celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one...like a team braced against the temptations of the world and love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For it is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held...promises made long ago in the sacred space of our hearts.

I believe in how people say that it's hard to find someone that you truely love and care for. But for me I can see who stands out, acts as them self and honestly loves what they do with whomever their with. I promised myself that I'd stay single and independent until I'm done school. The problem is I don't know how to do that when I see someone who's so smart, loyal, outgoing, and can still be cute and beautiful while she's so lazy everyday. I also don't know if there will be a possibility of love between us because it feels like I'm annoying her and it seems that I'm being ignored. If you're scared just know that I won't take advantage of you and I want you to trust me that I really want to know you much better! I miss talking to you in the hallways and hearing your tired voice on the phone! Somewhere in time my questions will be answered...and I pray to God that the answer is you...